Thank God there is another choice to make here. This choice comes as a decision of the mind and heart for what is only good and loving for self and others. This all-encompassing idea is the END goal of our curriculum. Every day we make decisions that either contribute to the nearing of this end goal; or we delay it by making decisions reluctantly, rejecting them or denying decision making power all together.
There is a way to live life on earth that is totally spontaneous, yet profoundly rested on core decisions and ideas that make one's vision and steps whole and happy. This vision and way is directly given us through His Holy Spirit or Reason. We are asked but to remember this, look within and listen.
I have learned the key to having a whole, healthy and happy life is to give my Self over to be used, perfected, training and prepared for my position as Gods Child, Founder, Mom and what ever other hat is given me to wear at any given time. I am learning to learn. I am learning to make the best decisions. Everyday my life shows to me that God & our Universe is Kind and Trustworthy and that I have been given everything. If IT is given me, then I have EVERYTHING to give. In the giving, is where I receive! This feeling right now reminds me of this Lesson: "I Bless the World because I Bless Myself."
When I started this website and doing the ACIM Lessons, I had no idea what I was doing or where Life would lead me. I had faith and willingness. I didn't try to plan what was next, but I did ask for big things. Now my life is truly exciting, creative, purposeful and in direct correlation to what I have asked. I love my family, my work and my life. I am following what has been given me as my part.... and when I do not interfere or tell myself I cant do something, it is so much fun!!!! The steps for me and Tom and our Company & Family are happy and certain in their direction. I know that what Jesus teaches us in ACIM is true. I am living what he promises.
Currently I enjoy my time immensely with Ella for most of the daytime hours, interwoven with a total of 1 hour of website design followed by 2 more in the evening. I cook food we love for about 2 hours (sometimes more with baking) a day. We go outside to the park as a family for about an hour. I practice yoga for 30 minutes a day, and the rest of the day I dedicate to research and development with Tom. Which essentially is doing whatever I want with my life. Right now I’m in Canada, we have beautiful friends, I read a book a week, and am launching a project that will change the world as we know it. I feel so blessed and cared for and so deeply excited for whats to come. I am grateful to have this avenue to express whats on my heart too. I get to capture this nugget of time, these passing thoughts and energy, and rest it in this blog for anyone in the world to stumble across, see and experience with me. That's such a blessing to me! I am so grateful...